*This probably sucks, but its my attempt at Part 2….
Here’s Part 1 x
Harry: “So…did Taylor get you too bad the other night?” you asked, feeling guilty about the whole ordeal in his living room. “I mean I got a huge lecture but…” he trailed off, turning his face from your gaze. “But what?” “She…she told me that I should stop hanging out with you Y/N” he admitted, ending with a sigh. “Oh..” you mumbled, playing with your fingers. “…So I ended it” “You what?!” “Y/N I ended things with me and her. I realized how much control she had over me, and it made me think about what I want most in life….you.” You took a deep breath, not believing what you had just heard, “Y-You want me?” “…I do”
Liam: “Dani…Dani just open the door please?” Liam begged, giving you an apologetic look as you watched on. “Liam, I’m fine, just leave me alone for now, okay?” she ordered from behind the door. “Let me” you mouthed, as you walked towards the door, Liam shuffling out of the way. “Dani, its Y/N, will you open up for me?” you asked, the door suddenly popping open. You moved inside, sending Liam an I got this look. “Dani I-” “Why would you do that?” she spat, the question setting you back. “What?” “Walk around naked, with my boyfriend nearly in the next room!” “Dani-I” you tried, but she cut you off yet again. “Did you sleep with him?!” How could she ever think that? You would never do that to her, nor would Liam. “No Dani, we did not. I forgot to pay my water bill, Liam was only offering his shower. That’s it” you said, assuring her of your innocence. “I’m sorry…I overreacted and…forgive me?” “Of course Dani, its my fault anyways…”
Niall: “Thanks Niall, here” you said, removing his coat off of your shoulders, handing it over. “Next time you’ll be smarter huh?” he chuckled, a smell of alcohol on his breathe. “Yeah, I will…Amy can I talk to you for a sec?” “Um..sure” she replied, stepping closer as Niall took a wobbly seat on your swing. “Listen, I don’t know if you know this, but Niall and I are just friends, nothing more” you explained, offering a small smile. “I’m sorry Y/N. I know you would never make a pass at him, and he at you. He was just being friendly is all, and I took it too hard” Amy sighed, forgiving her earlier behavior. “Well thank heavens that’s out of the way, you better get him home, he seems a bit out of it” “Yeah…Bye Y/N, c’mon Niall, gotta get you home..”
Zayn: “Perrie!” Zayn shouted over the music, instantly separating you both, as he walked closer to her, “Hey babe!” “What were you two just doing? I saw you together Zayn, don’t lie” she spat, eyes glaring over at you. “Perrie, I promise, Zayn was just teaching me how to dance, it was completely innocent and I-” “Relax Y/N, I saw the whole last bit about you being pushed, I get it. Had you going there though didn’t I?” she cut you off, giggling at your expression. “Oh okay…so are we good?” you asked, still shocked by the whole ordeal. “More than good, we’re great. Just keep your hands off my man” she chuckled once more. “Oh no need to tell me twice, he’s all yours.”
Louis: “El, are you okay?” you asked, wading out into the water, the sea nearly up to your hips. “Yeah, fine, why?” she asked, a small smile painted on her face. “I don’t know, you just seemed a little…tiffed off at Louis, and maybe at me?” “Y/N, what my boyfriend says can be a bit much sometimes, but I’m not mad, especially at you.” “Are you sure? Cause I can go up there and kick his ass if you’d like” you offered, and she giggled, shaking her head. “That won’t be necessary Y/N, but thanks for the offer, although, I might need them at another time.” “I’ll be here!” you chuckled, turning back to the sea breeze.
*So I made Taylor Swift, Harry’s gf and Amy Green, Niall’s gf! Hope I didn’t offend anybody, I just needed some girlfriends for them. Enjoy! And of course, feedback is always appreciated! xx
Harry: “H-Harry, s-stop it!” you giggled, his meticulous hands tickling at your sides, a silly grin spread across his face. “Say it, say I’m the best” he bargained, referring to the skill of playing a good game of football. “Y-your the b-best at f-football!” “What’s going on here?!” Taylor exclaimed, watching as Harry rolled off of you and you sat up on the couch, adjusting your top. “Uh nothing babe, just tickled my way into getting Y/N to say I’m the best at football” he assured her, walking over and planting a kiss on her forehead, making you slightly uncomfortable. “Yeah, I’m gonna go, bye Haz…Taylor” you sighed, opening the front door, sending Harry an apologetic look, for you knew that he would be in trouble that night…
Liam: “Liam, I’m home babe!” Danielle’s voice sang throughout the house, kicking off her shoes at the front door, suitcase dragging behind her. “Hey love!” Liam smiled, taking her in his arms, giving her a welcoming kiss. “How was Germany?” he asked, referring to where she had been for the past week as due to her dancing career. “It was great! I….Why is the shower running?” “Oh, Y/N stayed over last night…” Just as Dani was about to protest, you had emerged, dressed only in a towel, your hair dripping behind your back, “Liam where are the- Oh hi Dani!” “Hello Y/N…” she said calmly, before walking away in to the bedroom, slamming the door behind her, the house shaking slightly. “Guess that’s my cue to go…”
Niall: “Why did I insist on going to the pub without a jacket, its bloody cold out here!” you moaned, using your hands to create warmth, rubbing them up and down your arms. “I told you you would need one!” Amy chuckled, sending you an I told you so look. “Here silly, take mine” Niall sighed, taking off his leather jacket, opening it as you slid your arms into it, the fit being slightly large on your body. “Better?” he asked, and you nodded,”Thanks Niall.” He smiled back at you, placing one arm around each of you, as the three of you continued walking down the cement road. Amy’s eyes became dark, a hint of a scowl placed on her brows, as she leaned in closer, hinting you a fair warning, Niall. Was. Hers.
Zayn: “I’ve never been here before!” you exclaimed, in awe of what you were seeing. Zayn had invited you out the Funky Buddha, a club in West London, and seeing as you were free, you accepted his offer. “Alright everybody make some noise!” the DJ shouted over the speakers as everyone started moving to the beat, shaking their hips and grinding to the beat. “I’m not one for dancing” you shouted as Zayn pulled you onto the dance floor. “Its easy! I’ll show you!” he shouted back, placing you in front of him. As the beat got louder and the floor became more crowded, you and Zayn were forced closer, your back pressed to his front as you swayed with the music. Out of the corner of your eye, you caught a glimpse of her pink hair, and you knew it was Perrie. “Zayn? Y/N? What are you doing?” she questioned, nearly shouting over the music. Busted…
Louis: “Y/N why did you wear a sweater to the beach? Its 90 degrees!” Eleanor questioned, her face puzzled at your choice of attire. “I just…I don’t anyone seeing me, you know…in a bathing suit” you admitted, marking your place in your book as you sat up. “Why though?” “I mean we can’t all look as great as you El, us normal girls have to work to look half as good as you” you giggled, causing her to roll her eyes, a smile finally settling on her lips. “C’mon, get up, we’re going for a swim, and I won’t let you wear that out in the water,” she ordered, pulling you up. You sighed, finally tugging off your sweater, revealing your bikini clad body, feeling vulnerable as ever. “Y/N…you look…my god” Louis mumbled, coming up from behind you, a smile finding its way to his lips. “Thanks Lou” you chuckled, Eleanor clearing her throat behind you. “Let’s go Y/N…” Oops?
*So this one really got to me guys, especially Zayn’s part! Hope you all enjoy, feedback is always appreciated!
If we could only have this life, for one more day
If we could only turn back time…
“She’s gone..” he mumbled, barely audible to the other boys, as they all stood in what had been yours and Harry’s room. “I’m sorry Haz, I really am, but she’s in a better place now, where she’s not suffering anymore” Louis said, trying to give him some sense of peace and conclusion, but it wasn’t enough. Nothing could bring him that satisfaction. “Y/N…” he cried, collapsing on the floor, tears streaming down his cheeks, head held in his hands.
Shut the door
Turn the lights off
I wanna be with you, I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you…
“Liam?” you questioned, feeling the bed slightly move as he slid on right behind you. “Yeah babe, I’m here, go back to sleep” he whispered, kissing your hair, wrapping his arms around you. “You’re not gonna go anywhere are you?” you mumbled, placing a hand on his. “Nope, not tonight, not ever. I love you Y/N” “I love you too Liam” and he smiled, pulling you closer to his chest, nothing but the IVs making a sound, as he watched your chest move up and down with your shallow breathing.
Close the door, throw the key
Don’t want to be reminded, don’t wanna be seen
Don’t be without you, my judgement’s clouded
Like tonight’s sky…
“So your just gonna sell it? Your house?” Liam asked, as Niall locked the front door and tossed the key in his pocket. “It was my house with Y/N, Liam. Now that she’s gone I…I can’t live there anymore, its like a mausoleum, filled with her stuff, pictures..” he breathed, tears starting to fill his baby blue eyes. “Hey, its okay mate, its okay to cry, I know how much you miss her” Liam assured him, embracing his best friend, rubbing his back as he wept. “You have no idea…”
There’s a numb in my toes, standing close to the edge
There’s a pile of my clothes at the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall, make a joke of it all…
His hands were shaking, the smell of alcohol coming off of his breath as he stood, feet planted on a railing, the water swirling at the bottom, a sure death if he jumped. Losing you, it was the hardest thing he’s ever experienced his his young life, and now he can’t stand to live without you, he simply can’t. All the nights he stayed over, your head against his chest, as you lay in silence, reeling over the sweet love you two had made only moments ago. It was all gone, and now was his time to be with you again, as he slowly slipped from the rail, finding his way back to you again…
Hands are silent, voices numb
Try to scream out my lungs, it makes this harder
And the tears stream, down my face…
“I’m sorry Mr. Tomlinson, but we did all we could do, I’m very sorry” he doctor announced, no emotion shown except a look of sympathy, as he walked away, leaving Louis frozen in the waiting room chair. His heart nearly stopped, his lungs no longer able to provide him with breath, as he silently wept. Tears ran down his cheeks, staining his hoodie as he gasped for air, your name being the only word he cries. “Y/N…Y/N…”
Harry: “Do I really talk that slow? And that deep?” Harry asked, watching the screen as he described his new cereal, Tac-os. “Believe it or not babe, you do” you giggled, patting his shoulder as you both watched on. “And do I really say like…pointless stories?” he questioned, his face hopeful for a no. “No babe, course not, I love all of your stories” you smiled, and a grin grew on his face too. “Thanks babe.”
Liam: “Spoons…spoons…spoons” “STOP IT!” Liam yelled, covering his ears with his two large hands, as you chanted the silly song to him. “Oh c’mon, its just a song” you teased, removing his hands. “You know very well I’m scared of spoons” “Yes, and I love you anyways” you assured him, sitting on his lap, kissing his cheek. “Love you too” he mumbled against your lips. “The terrible horrible spoooonnnnss!!” you finished, giggling as he winced.
Niall: “Wow, I really don’t give a shit whether this gal gets killed apparently” he observed, as Natalie was tied to the ship. “I guess they’re going off your performance when the pregnant prank on Nickelodeon happened” you sighed, his face turning puzzled. “Hey, I knew that was fake, that was different!” he shouted, and you winced. “I know that, babe, that’s all that matters.” “Well..she kinda deserved it, I mean that YAWN was annoying as hell” he chuckled, your eyes rolling.
Zayn: “But why do I have a banana stuck to my hair?” he questioned, chuckling as Psy-mon debriefed him on his mission. “I think its to represent your blonde streak, you know, the one that you had a little while back?” you replied, stroking his hair where the streak had been months before. “Oh I get it! Clever..” “Very. Just be glad they finally got you out, 9 months in a garbage bin can be rough” you giggled, as if the cartoon clone was real.
Louis: “I love it! I get to hit Harry in the balls every time he says some stupid pun” he exclaimed, almost doubling over in laughter. “Oh c’mon, poor Harry, he’s gonna be sterile by the time these episodes are over” you joked, laughing as he Louis was still doing so. “That’s why I can’t do that in real life, even though I really want to sometimes…”
Harry: “What cha up to love?” Harry asked, walking into the living room, finding you hunched over at the table, face full in concentration. “Just doodling” you answered, not bothering to look up. “Babe, that’s REALLY good!” he exclaimed, glancing over you’re shoulder, watching as you finished the last few details of the house you had just sketched, the brick creating a shadow on the yard. “Thanks babe” you giggled, signing your name at the bottom right hand corner, “For you.” “For me?” he questioned, and you nodded. “This is going in a frame” he said, leaning down and kissing your forehead, “I love it.”
Liam: “Turn to the side a little…just there…good” you patiently instructed, giving Liam direction as he sat, hunched over on a kitchen stool. “Is it done yet?” he questioned, slightly shifting in his seat, reaching up to scratch his nose. “No don’t move! And no, its not done yet Mr. Impatient” you chuckled, Liam quickly moving his arm back to its original place. “Sorry babe, I’m still getting used to this, since you never told me you were Picasso and all.” “I’m far from Picasso, but thank you for the compliment babe. Now keep still!” you sighed, smiling at your cute, silly boyfriend.
Niall: “When did you sketch these?” he asked, flipping through your sketchpad, images of him flying by on every page. “When you weren’t paying attention. When you play guitar, watch tv…when you sleep” you admitted sheepishly, digging your toes into the ground. “Really? Huh..they’re amazing, wish I could draw like this.” “I’ll show you some time, maybe you could draw me.” “I don’t think my crappy drawings could capture your beauty the right way love, not even close…”
Zayn: “Why didn’t you ever tell me you could draw?!” he called, seeing the many images hanging from frames in your bedroom, your name scribbled on the bottom. “Because you draw REALLY good, I didn’t think I could compete” you replied, walking in from the bathroom. “Oh c’mon, you and I both know you’re better than me, the truth please” he sighed, wanting a better answer. “Okay, I just didn’t want YOU to feel like you had to compete with ME” you confessed, glancing up at his face. “Better.”
Louis: “Why do you insist on lying to me Y/N?” he barked, walking over to you in the kitchen, a puzzled look about your face as you stared back at him. “What do you mean? I’ve never lied to you” “Then what is this?” he asked, holding up a sketchpad. Your eyes widened, and a sigh of relief fell from your lips, “Oh my uh…drawings.” “I see that. Y/N they’re good, I mean REALLY good love, you should open up like a studio or something, sell some maybe.” “You really think they’re that good?” you mumbled, thinking your hobby was just that, a hobby. “I know so, people will love them” he assured you, placing a little kiss on your lips.
“Beautiful sunset with my beautiful girl….perfect”
“Welcome our new little edition to the Payne family…”
“Love her xx”
“As Zayn would say, we’re going on the roller coaster of life ;) “
Harry: Harry: “Do you take this woman to be your wedded wife?” the preacher asked, and I had never been so sure of an answer in my life. “I do” Just like that, the words slipped effortlessly from my lips, a smile instantly appearing on my face, and hers as well. Gosh, she’s so beautiful. How did you pull this off Styles? I truly am, the luckiest man on the planet, with out a doubt. I do, I do, a thousand times, I do…
Liam: “What are you thinking about?” I asked, rolling over in bed, gazing up her soft face, as it was fixed on the ceiling. “Liam…Do you love me?” she asked, and my heart broke. Does she not know my love for her? “I do”. I’ll say it a million times if I have to. I love this girl. I love her mind, her body, every inch of her, even with all her flaws. They’re what makes her, her, and no one else. She’s perfect…
Niall: “I think somebody’s tired” she said, watching as Lux rested her head on my shoulder, eyes nearly closed with exhaustion. “Better put her to bed, be right back” I replied, bringing Lux upstairs, placing her in the crib. As I came back down, I could tell Y/N had something on her mind, but I didn’t know quite what. “Niall…Do you think you wanna..Start a family?” The thought had crossed my mind everyday since the day we married, and I knew right away my answer. “I do”..
Zayn: “You know how we said, we would take this slow?” I asked, looking up into her sparkling eyes, the ones that had me hypnotized since the day I’d met her. “Yeah…” “Well, maybe we can..I don’t know, make this official” “What are you trying to say Zayn? You want me to be your..girlfriend?” she questioned, puzzled, but a small grin creeping on her lips. “I do”…
Louis: “I mean you already keep a stockpile here, you might as well” I chuckled, gesturing towards Y/N’s area of my bedroom. “Maybe you’re right, it does seem silly not to” she agreed, letting out a small giggle. God, how I love her laugh. “It is silly, silly” “So…You REALLY want me to move in?” she asked, and my eyes lit up, hopeful of her answer. “I do…
Harry: “Okay, ready? Open your eyes” Harry announced, as you quickly slid off your blindfold. He had bought you the cutest, most adorable toy poodle you had ever seen. It could fit in the palm of your hand, licking your fingers as you rub behind its ears. “Harry this is so amazing, thank you so much babe, I love her!” you exclaimed, picking her up off the ground, planting a chaste kiss on his lips. A smile chuckle escaped him, seeing how excited one little dog could make you, “No problem babe, anything for my girl.”
Liam: “Liam, look at this one! Its so cute!” you squealed, dragging him over to a pin of golden retriever puppies, a smile spread across your face. “Hi little guy” you spoke, talking in your baby voice, “Yes, yes you’re such a cute little guy, isn’t that right?” “Do you want one?” Liam asked, seeing how happy you looked, puppy nibbling at your t-shirt. “Are you serious?!” “Of course I am, pick one, anyone you want.” You decided on the one in the corner, lounging sleepily as his blue eyes looked up at you. “Thanks babe, I love him.”
Niall: “Niall…” you groaned, tossing what was left of your underwear at him, “The puppy ate my good underwear.” He chuckled, examining the evidence, “Babe he’s just a puppy, he chews stuff. We’ll just have to buy him some chew toys I suppose.” “Guess so. He’s so cute, I forget that he can be a handful sometimes.” “Well, we’ll just have to teach her better. In the mean time, let’s go get her and you some new..uhh..treats.” “Niall James Horan, what are you implying?” you giggled, looking astonished. “You’ll see babe, you’ll see…”
Zayn: “Boo, stop tickling my feet will yah?” Zayn grumbled, half asleep, rolling over to face you. “Its not me” you spat back, tossing the covers off your feet. There lied Rocky, your new Cocker Spaniel puppy, all curled up, paws slightly moving as he dreamt. “He looks so peaceful” you sighed, covering him back up. “Yeah, just a pain in my bum sometimes, especially at night it seems.” You smirked, “Well I’m sure he could say the same to you Mr. I kick and toss and turn in my sleep.” “Goodnight Y/N” he whispered, rolling his eyes, pulling you closer to his chest.
Louis: “I heard they help with the mothering instinct, helps us prepare” Louis explained, placing a hand on your 5 month belly. “Well, I always wanted a dog…” you trailed off, peeking at the dogs behind the pet store glass. “It says get something that doesn’t shed, as to prevent allergies and-” “Louis, I get it babe, no shedding” you giggled, pointing to a multipoo, “He’s so cute! Hi there, hi..yes, you’ll do great at our home won’t you? Yes you will, and you’ll be a great addition to our family.” After a few moments of silence you turned, seeing Louis staring at you in awe. “What?” “You. Just seeing you like this, I already know you’ll be a great mom Y/N” he admitted, a never fading smile turning up on his lips.
To refresh your mind on Part 1, here it is x
I was hot, I was furious, the bitter betrayal I had just witnessed, not just on his part, but on hers! Why would my best friends decide to play tonsil hockey, especially when one of them new how I felt!?
Louis chased me down, pulling at my elbow as a thudded down the sidewalk, stopping to remove my stubborn heels.
“Y/N if I could just explain-“
“No Louis! Forget it! You did ALL the explaining back at the house, when you and my best friend decided to make out, with me not but 2 feet away!” I spat, cutting him off mid sentence.
“We were drunk! I’m still buzzed actually! And so is Y/F/N, and we just…we didn’t know better alright? But it was just a kiss between friends, it means nothing.”
Oh Louis, if only he knew how much that kiss REALLY meant to me. It felt as if someone had kissed me in the stomach, pulled out my hair, and removed my fingernails one by one…
“It means everything…” I whispered, not looking up at him, his eyes curious.
“I love you Louis…That’s why this all matters so much. I’ve loved you for as long as I can remember, only I didn’t know it was love at the time that I felt but…it is.”
There, he knew. Now the only question was, what was he going to do now? What was he going to think about me? And where do we go from here, if not together?
“Y/N…Do you know how long I’ve waited to hear that? Those exact words come out of your mouth? I’ve had a crush on you since the minute I saw you, you’re hair in pigtails, a toothy grin on your face, freckled cheeks…I knew only when I was older, that I had fallen in love with you too, and everything about you. I love you Y/N..” he breathed, his hand pulling my face closer to his by my chin.
And as if the moment couldn’t get any better, it stared to pour buckets. Buckets, and buckets of rain. Startled only for a moment, Louis grinning down at me, beads of rain dripping down his face, we continued where we had left off, a perfect kiss in the rain, what I had always wanted….
*To refresh your minds on Part 1 here it is x
“Y/N please stop! Talk to me!” Zayn called from behind me, obviously not taking the hint by my heated exit from the theater.
“What Zayn?” I spat, whipping around, wiping my eyes first.
“What was that all about back there? Sophie is so confused and so am I. Why won’t you stay? Your my best friend Y/N, would you please come back in?”
“Don’t you get it? I don’t want to be your bestfriend! I want to be your girlfriend! But its clear that that’s what you don’t want and I understand that now. She’s pretty, really pretty, and sweet…you guys will be cute together. I’m gonna go now, bye Zayn…”
Before I could get back to my car, something quickly turned me around again, and soon a pair of hot, wet lips were onto mine. I was lost, absorbing this moment as it was happening, enjoying the feel of him against me, even if it was just our mouths. But I soon remembered Sophie, and pushed him off me, him stumbling back as I did.
“Why did you do that Zayn? You know you can’t do that ever again..”
“Maybe I wanted to, ever think of that? I do love you Y/N, don’t you understand? I never knew you felt this way about me…I thought YOU were too good for me” he confessed, taking baby steps towards me, not breaking eye contact.
“Yeah…So, would you do me the honor of being my girlfriend, officially?”
I smiled, shaking my head, before looking up, “I thought you’d never ask.”
*To refresh your minds, here’s Part 1 x
What was that all about? Claiming me as his girlfriend? That was definitely not the typical Liam, at least not when he was with me. He never showed interest before, so why now? He was confusing me minute by minute, and I couldn’t find an answer in his riddle of lies…
“Y/N! Wait!” I heard someone holler from behind me, and I knew it had to be Liam, who else would be calling me by name?
“What was that in there, huh? Its not like you to be so…jealous” I snapped, curious as to why he had made such a scene in front of that innocent guy.
“I don’t know! I just..I guess I’ve never really seen any other guys flirt with you until now”
“Oh, so you think I can’t attract guys, is that i-“
“No! Of course that’s not what I mean. I mean…I never really thought about you with other guys” he interjected “I always kinda figured you were mine. I know I never said anything about how I felt, but I guess I never really thought about it until today, when that was all about to change. I know you would have gone out with him…and then I would have lost you for good…and I can’t think of anything worse than that.”
Gosh. He finally said it, I’m his. I never really thought he would feel the same way, but in a way, I guess I always knew. I was in denial I suppose, but now I’m in the light, and I know that this guys truly loves me, not as a friend, but as something more…
“Liam, I’ve always been yours, and I’ve only had eyes for you as long as I can remember… I don’t think I could see myself with any other guys, I just couldn’t. As much as I like seeing you jealous, there’s no need to be. You’re the man for me, I’m sure of it.”
“And you for me”, he smiled, the corners of his eyes crinkling, a trait I’ve always found secretly adorable. “So can we finally kiss and makeup?”
“I would LOVE to” I grin cheekily, and in that moment, we shared our first kiss, and I have to say, he’s a REALLY good kisser…. ;)
*To refresh your minds on Part 1, here it is x
What did I do? Why can’t I have this one thing that I so desperately want? Him. Harry. That’s all I want, and he won’t let that happen…
All my texts from Harry went without replies, my mind not being capable enough to not scream and yell at him for breaking my heart, even though he hadn’t known he did. I kept replaying the whole night back again in my head, the dinner, the talk, the doorstep…Nothing made since as to why he suddenly closed himself off from me, blaming it on our friendship. Surely he felt the same way did, at least at the start of the night…Something was up with him, and I intended to find out.
“Hey stranger! Why haven’t you answered any of my texts? I was starting to think you died or something” he chuckled, offering a hug, to which I kindly refused. “What’s up with you?”
“Harry…I think we just really need to talk. There’s some things that aren’t making since to me.”
“Okay, like what?”
“Well…Why did you seem like you liked me and then the next minute, you didn’t…?”
“Oh..umm..” he started, his face screwed in concentration on the right word choice, “The truth is, that, I’m scared. I’m scared that what we have now, won’t be the same if we were to date. I’m scared that it will get awkward and get to a point where we can’t stand each other. We’ll break up and then that will be that, no more relationship and friendship…and I can’t bare to lose you Y/N…I can’t”
Oh my…He’s never been this open with me before, but its what I need to hear. I see where he’s coming from, believe me I do, but somehow I just know that we won’t end up like that. Even if we don’t work out, I still want to be friends with him, surely he knew that, right?
“Harry, you’ll never lose me, ever. If we break up, I would still hang out with you just the same, nothing would have to change. I just, I don’t think we should sacrifice our feelings for fear.”
“So…you’ll go out with me, be my girlfriend and all that comes with it?” he asks, and I know my answer without hesitation.
“I would be honored…”
He smiles wide, and its a refreshing sight, to see him happy and smiling, all because of me. He leaned down, and for the first time, we kiss, and it feels so good. It feels right…
*To refresh your minds on Part 1, here it is x
“Look, I’m sorry alright? Its just…I don’t know how to act around you. You’re just so…perfect and gorgeous and I just don’t think I could measure up. So, I thought maybe if I acted like I wasn’t interested, I would actually believe I wasn’t, force myself yah know? But you make it SO hard for me Y/N….your smile, your warmth, your attitude…keeps pulling me back in to your orbit, and I can’t escape…” he explained, his eyes never looking up, settled on his fumbling fingers in his lap.
“Niall…you have no idea how much I’ve wanted you to say that. All this time, wasting away, pretending to be uninterested…” I trailed off, still reeling at his confession, playing it over and over again in my head.
Why didn’t he just tell me? I mean why didn’t he just fess up? It would have made things a lot smoother if he had, instead of giving me mixed signals all the time. But I guess he’s not entirely to blame, it takes two to tango, and I could have admitted my feelings a LONG time ago. We both could have done something about it, but now, all of that doesn’t matter. What matters is that he cares, he truly cares about me! He feels the same way for me as I do for him, and it feels good, it feels right.
“So…what does this mean exactly?” he asks, baby blue eyes finally looking into mine, hanging on my every word as I speak.
“I-I don’t know…Maybe we should take this slow, go on an actual date first, see if what we want can be real, can actually work out.”
“I would do anything, as long as it meant I got to spend every moment of it with you..” he assured me, his hand pulling mine to his lips, pressing a kiss on my knuckles.
His touch made my skin jump, his lips against my skin, his “knight in shining armor” demeanor…It was all that I had ever wanted.
“But tonight, we’re having movie night. So I’ll go make the popcorn and you pick the movie, whatever you want, okay?”
“Alright” I mumbled, still trying to get used to this, and trust me, I could…
*Okay, so I got a few request to do this one so I thought I’d do this one tonight, enjoy! :)
“Settle down with me
Cover me up
Cuddle me in…”
“Marry me…take care of me…make me feel loved, feel wanted…” you breathe, moving closer to his rested body under the sheets. “I’d do anything for you Y/N…no matter what the circumstances…anything” he mumbled, eyes closed but still conscious, throwing his arm around your waist, your nose buried in his neck.
“And your heart is against my chest
Your lips pressed to my neck..”
“Don’t leave me, please…I need you” he mumbled against your ear, your bodies wrapped up in each others, his arms snaked around your waist, your head firmly against his shoulder. “Never” you breathe, and a kiss is softly placed in your hair and a smile grows on his lips.
“Kiss me like you wanna be loved,
You wanna be loved,
You wanna be loved…”
“Do you want this? Do you want what I want? Because I want you…its always been you Y/N, always” he murmurs, a look of curiosity and promise in his soft blue eyes, locked on yours. “Yes, I want this! I want you Niall, I want you…” “Then kiss me” he whispers, your lips soon meeting up to his, furiously entangled, never stopping for air.
“I’m falling for your eyes, but they don’t know me yet
And with this feeling I’ll forget, I’m in love now…”
“You don’t know me, not really. You don’t know what I’m capable of…and what I’m not” he sighs, knowing that he can’t love you like you want him to, he’s not capable of it. “Yes I do…I love you, you love me…that’s all that matters here Zayn” “I just…I don’t want to be a disappointment” “You’re not” you assure him, pulling his chin down, looking into his deep brown orbs.
“I’ve been feeling everything
From hate to love
From love to lust
From lust to truth..”
“I don’t know what this is anymore, this feeling I have. I don’t know if its love or if its lust… All I know if that I want to be with you, everyday, for the rest of my life” he utters, pulling you closer to him in one swift movement, hands rested on your lower back. “Then why don’t you?” you whisper, causing a small grin to creep onto his lips, placing a kiss on your forehead.